November 2011
3 posts
miracles.
miracles do happen.if you really believe in it.
i thought whatever happened in the past was everything that i deserved…but guess what,apparently i deserve the best.
so thank you god,for giving me my boy.
put u out.
i don’t know why i let you do the same things.
i wish i could put you out..like a cigarette butt.
if only things were that easy.
August 2011
5 posts
i am going to write my bucket list…!
losing weight is a b*tch…i actually dream of food at night…i am tired.i hate to exercise and now i think i am falling sick…god,why should i be the one with the low metabolism?
an era.
it has been literally a million years since i actually said anything…i promise myself to share more.
i am so stumbled by the things that are going on right now..i feel sad,strong,neutral,…and a million more…
i am in a point of my life,that i have to make the right decisions but i have a little feeling inside me telling me that perhaps i am going to screw it up….i have...
April 2011
1 post
i have made so much of mistakes in the past..but i really have no regrets…i am so happy and my heart is larger than ever…but the only thing i would regret for the rest of my life is my wasted for years…and no i will not forgive myself for my stupidity…alas..the sun still shines everyday!
and though i have taken many shots to the chest,i can’t wait to fall madly in...
March 2011
2 posts
Help me stay strong.
February 2011
6 posts
me.
i have been hurt many times before.i have let people hurt me.but standing here, i do not have any regrets.i still have hope that i will find all the dreams that my heart will hold.i have been scared,terrified and humbled.i have given my heart and had it broken..but you know,i wouldn’t mind doing it all over again if that is how i am going to get what i deserve.
i know i have hurt others.be...
yes.
or no?
dear god,
i promised you that i would be strong…
but you shouldn’t test me this much.
January 2011
18 posts
i am sick and tired of trying to explain myself to everyone…especially to people who i don’t even need in my life..FYI i do not in anyway owe you anything….leave my damned sanity alone…
dear eight kilos…
welcome back.
i want my mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god i am so tired..i am of course feeling much much better…but i am still in anticipation for everything…ahh…i can’t even rant on my own space!!! hehehe..but i do love feeling this way….i myself don’t understand what the hell i am typing..okay…i’ll go laugh myself to sleep!
anything with johnathan rhys meyers in it…
it is madness around here!!!!!
as i get nervous about the nearing date,all i ever do is.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.
god has given me a second chance.this is the first time that i probably took a well thought decision…this time,i hope god gives me strength to do it right…this may not be what i wanted or thought of as my future,but i think it is for a reason.
i am really at peace now.
hello new you.
“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams....”
– Lady Gaga (Submitted by palabrass)
god i am really exhausted..what are you trying to tell me?..it’s not as if i am getting any younger…sigh..i can’t make up my mind on anything..and things aren’t exactly going the way i imagined…in fact they are even more awkward that now i am starting to wander off…
damn you.
December 2010
13 posts
hello!
OMG i still can’t believe that it has been a decade since 2000…ten freaking years.. though i feel damn old,i still am happy for all the lessons god has taught me..and all the blessings and love i have received from alot of people this past decade…i have had my ups and downs but sitting here,i am proud of everything i have achieved and don’t regret life for a...
i have not felt more free in my life.
ever.
and i want to tell you so much…
i love you..
what you think you look like when a guy sees you :
fuckyeahlaughters:
weasleyandpotter:
but you actually look like:
hahahaa!!! this just made my day…
god i miss my puppy..i had to give him up coz i already have two dogs…
one of which hates me like crazy…
awww i am gonna miss having u around darling…i really hope you be happy and poo alot in your new home..
xoxoxo…
nowadays even when i am tooo sleepy,i still think about stuff.god i just can’t make a simple decision.stop or move forward?
god i know you are there listening..help help….and amidst my overthinking i stress about stressing too much…now i don’t even know what to type anymore…
my star.
i think my most favorite person in the world is my brother.we have never been close when we were young..
he does the sweetest things for me even if i am a total bitch to him..he makes me feel special even if i have the ugliest long most sour face ever..i can’t really put into words what he means to me…i just love him so much…
so after very long,i am going to start praying to...
you know,it is getting very hard for me to forgive and trust you.
goodness it is raining here everyday and all those weight i have lost are starting to double up on me..coz all i m doing is eating ANYTHING and EVERYTHING because i have nothing else to do…i am so angry with my half straight and half curly hair..actually not angry,i find it pretty funny…hehe…i love looking weird..
i love the rains but maybe not everyday…
atleast i get to...
baby i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant.
erm..maybe the inexpensive one.
November 2010
5 posts
